Its been
12months
22 days
And 11 hrs
Since the last time I told u I love u

12 months 22 days 11 hrs … since the last time I begged u to stay ..
12 months 22 days 11 hrs thinking relentlessly of u
12 months 22 days 11 hrs pretending to be ok
12 months 22 days 11 hrs waking every single morning 5 am .. the time u told me I love u
12 months 22 days 11 hrs u’ve been loving kissing hugging me in my dreams
12 months 22 days 11 hrs been hiding my pain.. no one knew
12 months 22 days 11 hrs cried myself to sleep every single night
12 months 22 days 11 hrs resisting.. can’t give up on loving you
12 months 22 days 11 hrs my heart been rewinding what I’ve been through..
12 months 22 days 11 hrs ago had nowhere to go .. no body to turn to ..
12 months 22 days 11 hrs and the stabs u gave me are still hurting me
12 months 22 days 11 hrs and I cant breathe easy
12 months 22 days 11 hrs and .. I cant ignore I don’t want this any more ..
12 months 22 days 11 hrs since I gave up believing
12 months 22 days 11 hrs its been a total solitude I cant get out I cant scream
12 months 22 days 11 hrs and im wishing sooo hard for a time machine
12 months 22 days 11 hrs and I had a billion *what if* and a dizzilion *If only*

- 06am – sat – 29 may 09